The Reason for God

When we have found all the mysteries and lost all the meaning, we will be alone, on an empty shore - Septimus Hodge

Help us oh Lord
To walk your ways
To discern right from wrong
And to be disciplined in making the proper choices

Everyone has faults
And what are mine?
Self righteousness and judgment
No worse two can you find

Fortuitously right,
I damn the wrong
When it is not even in 'good'
That I truly belong

Quick to cement the mind
And draw hasty conclusions
Never giving them a chance
To alter these assumptions

Woolen ball

Matters of the heart are like wools entwined
Spherical and complex, with intricate binds
Yet start nor end, nowhere will you find
Such that its creation, you cannot rewind

Worse still when it is of a kaleidoscopic hue
When many different threads have been somehow imbued
Separate lines that confuse, that weaken and distort
Such that it soon disintegrates and comes to nought

Struggling

Well I am not, for in strife I am wrought
In the struggle of wants and needs I am painfully caught
In the former there is me and in the latter, Him
Thoughts and desires furiously teem

To whom can I look to, for guidance and understanding
When no one knows this hell that I'm living
God seems so quiet and so far away
Friends' responses so predictable, that I turn away

Everyday I wake with my being in turmoil
My mind yearns for Him but my heart is soiled
God, when will my love for you not simmer but boil
That my life will evolve into a meaningful toil

Please be magnified O God and live again in me
Let this treachery of mine cease to be
That you may fill me with an everlasting light
One that never fades or flickers, but ever bright

Please God, flood me and drown me with your presence and love
Let me willingly and joyfully, in your courts serve
Intercede for me, in the gap between the living and the dead
That new conviction and meaning will from hereon be made

Plankton

If I lived my life according to what I want
It will be a supercharged dose of awesome fun
Many more things, then, I could have thought and done
Nowhere will be barred, all places I shall run!

If I lived my life according to what I want
There will only be yeses and no more can'ts
But there's a catch, as there always will be
When I live a life that I live just for me

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The moon seems so detached from the world below
Yet without its force, the seas won't flow
Without the currents, there can be no life
And without any life, death will be rife

like the tiniest plankton in the deepest sea
Insignificant I am, compared to He
A faraway orb that glimmers divinely
Whose presence is the sole reason that there's a 'me'

But I am not just a plankton, but so much more
I cannot simply live, and ignore His call
My life must not be meaningless, for I owe so much
It's only right to be accountable for him to Judge

Les Mis

“To love another person is to see the face of God.”

-Jean Val Jean

Probably the most meaningful line in the play, if meaningful at all, it's meaning is as of now still lost to me, if anything, it proves that ' and the greatest of these is love'.

Edit by Cz
And it means that God is Love